Fixing your Relationship with Exercise
Fixing your Relationship with Exercise I broke up with exercise in 2017. I kicked it to the curb and was done with the abuse and torment. It really felt like a bad relationship and I was done feeling like it was a one sided gig. I spent the next year ignoring the fact that it existed and would even bad mouth it if I had the chance. Secretly I felt guilty and knew that I had been the monster in the relationship. Taking ownership. I found myself after that year in a place where I knew it was time to fix this and I had one idea in mind. Go right back where I left off and pretend like it never happened. This was awful of course. I was out of shape! I couldn't breath! My joints hurt and everything felt like an uphill battle. I wanted to quit again and leave this for the cardio bunnies and gym rats. I was neither. And yet there was a voice in my head that kept whispering that this was my key to a better life. I just need to find a way to enjoy it. I took a step back an...